Friday, January 09, 2009 @ 11:56 PM


i miss this i-am-just-slacking-at-home-with-nothing-to-do feeling



yes. i am simply living in self denial for tonight thinking i have nothing to do. no projects and nothing in this world matters then just i, me and myself. i am just gg to cut myself some slack cos this week, esp yesterday night has been such a horrible week. one travel & leisure project is enough to make me jump up from earth to mars a thousand times. yes. and i fell down yesterday! RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY TUTOR! tell me its embarassing or what. and i wore a dress! thank God for the invention of shorts.



BUT. it was this week that i realised the really true value of a friend. i was seriously emotionally, physically drained with all the staying up of late nights and all. when i knew i had to re do my project like one day befoer submission, i nearly went bonkers. its really pure stress. everyone that i talk to online.. i merely said a few words. "i am damm stress. please pray for me." i prayed for God's peace and wisdom for like a thounsand times cos to redo a my project in a day which i did within a week its pure madness. i was really negative and down.. but i just keep myself gg on.. manage to last through the WHOLE NIGHT with one hour of sleep and heading to school for lessons till 5pm today.. i wouldnt have done this without MATTHEW NG! :)))

once again, matthew ng! my life is seriously indebted to you. he actually helped me to do some parts of my project though he isnt even in the same elective as me. when he can actually go to bed and sleep, he accompanied me through the entire night. as i rant all my fustrations out, thanks for just being there and helping me to stay positive. without those encouragement, i guess i would have given up. though i didnt entertainment for half of the time while you were on the phone with me, you didnt hang up. thanks dude! ps. can u please just bring our IC out whenever you go for driving. goodness. hahahas.